Young lady

Long since I last loved a person

At time I think to myself

do I still able to love? 

Sometime I doubt

and I thought

I might not be able to love again

not as affectionately as I was

Maybe 

I can only love

by choice

Yet I wish to love. 

I want to love. 

I want to 

give, to 

care, to 

lead, to 

protect a lady. 

I need her. 

I need accompaniment. 

I need a helper.

True indeed, that 

God is my greatest helper and companion. 

He never forsaken nor leaved me. 

Yet, 

by His grace and unsearchable wisdom, 

He created for man 

woman.

“I am too young for you!”
But you are already a fully grown woman. 

Should I wait till you are 30? 

That is not good for your health to be mother at a high age.

“I am spiritually not mature!”
But I am not perfect either. 

Should not we grow together? 

Should I not, 

if I am really more mature than you spiritually, (as you say)

serve and lead you with such maturity?

“I am busy with study now, I need to be focus!”
But when you graduate, then 

you will be busy with your work. 

Since when do we really be free 

to have time for relationship? 

Marriage is a commitment, 

it is a choice.