Wednesday, September 21, 2011

十八个月

没想到
十八个月后
看见照片中的甜蜜
我还是不能自己

没想到
爱到最深刻
是真的会在生命中
留下不灭的烙印

没想到
真的没想到
但希望这不会太久
不然对不起自己

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Real friends

Another 12 hours, that will be my 25th birthday celebration.

2 had already wished me a happy birthday so far.
Actually was quite surprise by them, cause I never purposely tell any of them, nor reminding anyone about it. I prefer to keep things low, enjoy a quiet birthday.
(Honestly, I don't really celebrate it, so... )

1st one being my junior in CHCHS, also younger sister of my former classmate. Her birthday is just a day before mine. I wished her and surprisingly, she wished me back and said she never forget mine is next day of her.

2nd one is my student, one of my best student. She stopped by lecturers' room after exam, I was thinking, "Well, she is here to complaint how difficult the exam was." So she did complaint about the paper, then she p/s with, "Oh by the way, Sir, happy birthday!"

That's another friend, a staff I am supporting, asked for my wish list. Well I don't really have one. So I asked for a meal and movie together instead.

These small things, make my day. I'm learning not to make myself the focus, under limelight. Another reason why I prefer to keep it low, so that I could see who truly remember, and make the move to wish, and hence surprising me, and helping me to see

Yea, these are my real friends. :)

Thursday, September 1, 2011

A new journey

This journey
A path that I had chosen
Unheard of many
Not understandable by most today
Shall lead me home one day
To eternity last.

A month or two ago, my blog in friendster was deleted. Without any notice, it just disappeared. First response was "ARGHH!! HOW COME!". That was quite disturbing, suddenly I lost all my history, memories, connection, to my friends and myself, perhaps even my Heavenly Father.

But a moment later(actually, now) I thought, "Well, maybe that's the way that I can begin something new." No more them, those un-forgetable loves, emotions, history of my own. I had saved all of my posts somewhere, but the link is that, it release me from many past that I rather not look back.

This new beginning, not discontinued from past. But a renewal of life and memory, reconstruction of attitude and decision making, re-establishing relationship with one to other, is expected here. The final destination hasn't change, it is the same journey to the same finishing line.

What changes is, myself.

This is the start, of something new.
May everything renewed in Your eyes, and Lord You would see Yourself in me someday in the future.